Who would even read this kind of blog anyway? :))))
This is the picture of us, clearing O12S back in 2018. I think we cleared it at the end of January 2019. Such a bittersweet feeling I have right now, looking at this picture. After I got kicked out of the group, I deleted everything related to this game. All the screenshots I have ever had, gone. My one and only discord account? Gone. I want to forget it all.
Yet I still have these pictures. They are all that I have left. They were left in my art reference folder. I was thinking about making a movie poster out of these kinds of photos. Or maybe an illustration. Something to celebrate the fact that we met and became friends and whatnot. I did finish the movie poster, but not fast enough to show those people, haha.
I'll delete these pictures from my computer. 2020 is coming. It's a brand new decade, and the rocky road is still ahead. I need to move on. These people are no longer here, and they will never be there. They won't take you back. We are strangers now. Accept it and move on, Kon.
Haha. Maybe one year, or three years from now, I will check this blog again. And who knows, maybe I won't be as sad as I am now, looking at these pictures.
Merry Christmas. Please do update your resume and start looking for jobs.
Aw man, I feel ya so hard. Once upon a time, I had another character and played with an FC I was really close with. I had to leave eventually because one of those people treated me horribly and the others sort of just stood there and watched.
After that I didn't touch the game for 3 years. I came back last spring because I missed the game, it's been a big part of my life for a long time. Sometimes it's bittersweet though because some things do remind me of what happened.
Anyways. I don't know if you'll see this, but I hope you'll find solace and healing, new games to play and new people to hang with. The sadness does eventually subside, and there's a big wide world of things to do out here - this game is only a grain of dust inside it, there are millions of other things for you to do. Fresh starts are a great gift to give yourself.
Merry Christmas to you too!
Sorry to hear that. One day, you shall return and spend new memories here in Eorzea. This, we must believe as fellow adventurers. All the best.