I was going to make this post about one particular thing but then realized I have been doing quite a bit of new these past few days.
So let me just start with the first big news. (In game, no reality stuff today nono)
To start with, I have been playing since beta arr. This is not meant to gloat, it is meant to give you an understanding of how long I have been around.
In all this time I have never cleared current difficult content. (Savage, Extreme Primals, Ultimates) and that record stood until Monday.
Monday evening Mahdi helped me get through extreme primal fight Ruby. And to be clear, I never thought myself capable.
For years I have let fear kind of control my struggles with in game content. Thinking I’m not good enough and I don’t want to be yelled at or make people angry over my nubness. Mahdi pushed me through the door and no we did not clear first night, nor second.
But, what I found interesting was it was not the clear I was interested in. It was seeing the fight in its full throttle mode. Experiencing that new adventure and failure was just another part of it.
Aside from this, this expansion has pushed me to want to be a tank. And now I think about focusing on certain stats and really which tank I like most.
Currently I like Drk the most.
However, warrior is extremely fun
Pally and gunbreaker imo have to many dps influencing cds which makes them fun, but also a bit more annoying.
This being stated, they also do the most dps as tanks so... no argument on effort put into them.
Aside from each are also there cds. Which ultimately DRKs feel the best all around. DRK and Warrior also level sync the best from what I have seen.
I also had a very hard time picking a dps this expansion I love the most... and finally I figured out I love Ninja the most. It has so much to keep me busy yus yus. Always something different to do :3
And to wrap this up a bit, I have also been leveling fishing!
A small bit of culinary as well, but not really working on that yut. Diadem brought me up from 26 to 52 yesterday alone.
And to top it off I had only been 26 from fishing boats.
So, in the long run of things, I am actually experiencing over 50% of the game I had prior said to myself not to bother with.
Everything may be easier this expansion, but i really don’t mind it. As long as everyone is having a good time yus yus.
Anywho! I hope you have a good day and week. Remember that we ALL struggle with things and sometimes all it takes is a push in the right direction from yourself or your friends. Don’t hide when you feel like you need someone to talk too. Seek them out.
Poor Siggy comes back from afk to find me at her house a lot lmao!
And quick note, I am working on my first chapter for a kingdom hearts story. If it interests you then I hope you look forward to it. :3
❤️ ❤️ loves yus yus!
Oh I had a miss type in my last comment. Sorry.
It's exciting and scary to go outside of your comfort zone. Congrats on clearing ruby! Personally I haven't cleared it yet. I'm hoping to some day ^^