Well, today I start my adventures in FF14. Since I have no friends, I'll just begin by doing basic quests and getting a feel for things. I'm always more of a loner, so it'll probably be difficult for me to establish friendships.
...When did it begin, that I became sad so very often...
Will it ever start to fade?
I wonder... Is it my own fault..?
Why... can't I move forward...
I feel like I'm just worthless. Less than useless; cumbersome. a problem.
God, why have I felt like this for so long..? And why do I feel so spiteful...
Val, an old saying my mom use to tell me. "To have a friend you need to be a friend." You can read into this in the simplest way possible, or
https://na.finalfantasyxiv.com/lodestone/character/14206011/blog/4500947/ Regardless, the easiest way I found was to meet characters around my level doing fates. But I wish you the best and hope you find your inner social butterfly : )