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Chatty Espy is chatty- 12-19-19

Hello Loves!

This post is mostly just to keep everyone updated.

I don't really know how many people read my stories and all but, it is important to me. I have a lot of fun creating them from my head even though it is purely fan fiction. xD

For now, I just wanted to let you know, fan fiction stories are on hold until holidays are over and we are into the new year. This is not because i'm bored or anything. I just really want to go and play the game story again, as well as other video games, like Kingdom Hearts 3, Nier Automata and Devil May Cry 5.
I may also try to stream playing those on my twitch account Espyeido. Because i figured out how too x.x took forever though! Is just for fun yus yus, dun make fun of my badness.

Along side all that, is the current frustration I have because, I have so much I wish to write and less time to do it these days... As well as having it all plotted out and not being able to get it done fast enough! BLAH!

Top tip for writers, you're going to be the biggest fan and the worst critic so get it right for yourself yus yus x_x

My last chapter was a hard one to write, knowing the ending myself for roughly.... 4 months as I worked on it, I would be driving and tearing up constantly so I had to stop thinking about it lol! To me it was the best way to end it and I think I covered some thoughts I had about the whole time travel thing pretty well >_>

I do plan on making a few stories if I have time. Ones which will be aimed more at the season over anything else. I may also make some more opinionated thoughts posts... Though I hope I did not anger anyone with my pokemon thoughts. Just felt it could be better for 60$ to sum that up....

Next year we will see some of the greatest titles really quick. Two of them are Remakes! Honestly when I saw Resident Evil/Biohazard 3 coming out next year in April, I thought upon what kind of year I think 2020 shall be. I'm guessing the year of the 90s remakes... and i'm okay with that!

Final Fantasy VII remake will likely take up a ton of my time when it releases. But, as a Kingdom Hearts super fangirl I am looking forward too KH3 Re:Mind which will release near my bday. Aside from those two, Cyberpunk releases in April i believe with RE3. Cyberpunk will likely keep my attention for a while too. I have an affection for fps games, and games where I can make the character. Perhaps it is the constant writer in me but, I enjoy thinking up stories on who they are, who they were before hand and how it's important to me as the player. xD Boring I know, sorry!

About a month ago I started making blog posts with just some encouraging thoughts. I think it does a lot of people good just to read something positive once in a while. And I hope it helped even perhaps in a difficult time.

I've had some difficult times in my life personally too. Though let me be fair, I believe everyone goes through rough patches in life and it's always hard to climb over it. Someday you will have too however, and you will feel so much better when you do.

For me, I know that my difficulties were not so horrible. 1st world country problems if you will. Or the problems of living in such. The hardest parts to me of late has been loss. Loss of two friends this decade, my grammy, whom will always be my hero...

Well, moving on. If I do not get to state this after, Please have a wonderful holiday season. Whatever you may celebrate, or not because religion... in which if that were the case you are probably not reading this anyway, but you're more then willing to knock at my door and make me get dressed for my hubby to play cult of cutulu while answering the door with his cutulu plushy and chase you off.

And I will hopefully see you next year! (I'll still probably be posting so don't assume I won't)

<3 <3 Thank you for a good year :3
Comments (4)

Mahdi Draaken

Faerie (Aether)

loff you espy!
Thanks for stickin it out with us! It's been an absolute pleasure to have you in my little FC! I probs never say it enough, but i really appreciate your time and friendship!!

Lolo Menehune

Siren (Aether)

Happy Holidays Espy, and BIGGGOLE HUGGGGGZZZZ :D

Ember Cinder

Faerie (Aether)

Looking forward to another fun filled year!

Kahori Harukawa

Coeurl (Crystal)

Salutations to you too. Thanks for checking in!
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