(random rambling pls beware xD)
hello! its 4am rn (oh no monday! ><)
welp at least i spent my sunday playing smtv (Again) just doing some chores too, my sis is coming to stay at my home and she took my tv from my room like nothing's happen oof.. been trying to get back to work out with my ringfit but kinda failed (lul) but hey i do some chores so maybe that counts right?
today is pretty boring even tho i should be relaxing but why when I'm trying to relax i feel like just wasting my time? confusion
and idk why it feel so weird... its so boring but suddenly i get sadder by night haha,, i rarely talk about my feelings to my dad so idk what happen after i did my daily pray i told my dad im still kinda pissed off with my sis
he kinda talked to me but i ended up crying.. its so weird tho its not bc he's mad (he's not even mad) i just suddenly started to cry bc i just need someone to hear about my feelings (i've been feeling so lonely even tho yesterday i had drinks with my univ's friends... but i don't rly want to talk about my personal things so i just ended up drinking and listening to their stories >,<) i wonder whats happen to me?
and lul dad actually start listening to me.. i think bc its just 2 of us rn haha im still kinda shocked i can actually talk to him like that?
after that i realized I haven't log in my ffxiv AT FIRST JUST WANTED TO CONTINUE MY MSQ then i decided to want to join fc's friends to farm for great hunt EX for the mount (i just wanted the piggy minion xD i never actually play mh tho just played the demo on switch uwu) i think it dropped but one.. maybe they will continue it later :3 im pretty content with the +scales hehe
then i kinda get sidetracked and doing leves for DOL hmm my lvl is still around 76-77 i think i should try custom deliveries or maybe crystarium leves :'D i think i wasted so much time and only got lvling 1 level haha but hey at least i completed the peaks aether currents /no
or maybe i should just look up at some guides >,< i want to get my dol to 80!! then start lvling my doh to 70 at least
oh no its already morning i should sleep!!!! (but i can't)
(one day i should make my own blog! so i can start blogging and drawing too this year! last year my art block was so bad xD oh boi depression is soo bad for me)
